Time is something we can never get back and lately, I’ve felt as if I’ve been wasting a lot of my youth and my future.
I met my wife over 10 years ago and when we first started dating, we had hopes, dreams, plans etc. Most of the things we wanted just never happened and with kids in our lives, we probably won’t do for another 15-20 years.
I’ve talked about it before but for year’s I’ve wanted to write and direct a film. It’s probably not going to be any good, I just want to make one. I took a few steps, wrote a few scripts, bought a decent mic and about 6 months ago bought a camera. But I just never put the effort into actually doing it.
Well, I’m 33 and I’m going to start taking my first real steps into filming an indie movie. I’m taking an online course about scriptwriting, I’ve bought audiobooks to help. I’m giving my self 2 years to save money and film something.
I’ll talk more about what I’m learning and how things are coming along.
It’s been awhile since I last posted… Months in fact. I’ve spent about 8 weeks trying to convince myself to write about anything but there has been zero motivation. Well, I’m here now so let’s see how things go eh?
Since the start of the lockdown here in good old England, I’ve had about 4 weeks off due to COVID-19. My wife and I have had a mixture of the symptoms but thankfully nothing serious. We have both recovered and healthy. My kids haven’t shown any of the symptoms either which I feel extremely lucky for.
I have had another 2 weeks off of work thanks to a tooth abscess but I’m returning back to work tomorrow. It feels like I wasted all of this time off though. There are a bucket load of photos and videos online of families building sheds or wendy houses and all I’ve done is lounge around.
I spent almost every day looking after my kids but I feel that I didn’t spend enough time with them. I didn’t spend enough time writing or streaming or podcasting. I hate my laziness. I’m really going to push harder to spend time with them and be more productive. I guess only time will tell.
It’s been almost a month since my last post, so let’s see what’s happened (spoiler, not a lot).
Last week 4 of us at my work we’re taken to one side and told our manager wants to fire all of us after Christmas. There’s been a lot of screw-ups from people in our area and the manager has decided that it’s just too much.
I’m not sure how many screw-ups I’ve been involved in, I’d like to say none but there’s been the odd few that I’m aware of. So now it’s really just a matter of time until after Christmas (the busy period).
Ummmm the 2019 UK election is next week and the news seems to be throwing all sorts of different information around. I have noticed that not a lot of people on my social media tend to do their research though when it comes to false news. Some of my friends just spread whatever they like without looking up if it’s correct.
I actually saw a family member share a post about some burglars in the area with a photo of Harry and Marv from Home Alone, with a bunch of angry emojis. I can understand not recognising people or even knowing who they are, but if you see something online, check for multiple sources, get all the facts, then keep an eye out for the burglars from Home Alone!
October 2018 I was told I would lose my job in 4 months. Then when December rolled around I saw a job application to become a driving instructor. I wasn’t too sure about it at first but when I looked back at my learning experiences I knew I found a job I might enjoy.
Skip forward to March and I start taking lessons to become an ADI (Advanced Driving Instructor). 2 months later and I was in a new job in a warehouse (had to pay the bills some how) and then flash forward to last thursday… and I’m taking the theory test, the first of three exams. I have no idea how I did it but I managed to pass… barely… incredibly lucky.
So my lessons have begun again as I prepare for the next exam and a few things have come to my attention which my wife and I hadn’t worked out/considered. When you look at monthly costs (buying a driving instructor car, petrol etc) it adds up and eats into how much you make by a lot. The hours are great, picking my own times etc. but the cost is pretty high.
I guess I shall see how things go and keep up to date! I also have a few family stories I should post on here…