Chapter 49: Another Failure

I failed at my 2 ADI test. Pretty much it, it sucks.

So, who’s fault was? Mine, I pulled out a junction and didn’t look left. So I can’t blame anyone but myself. What’s the plan now? Well, I have another attempt before I have to wait 2 years before I can take the tests again.

Well, I’ll be honest if I fail again I won’t be taking the tests again in 2 years. I’ll just move on to something else, hopefully directing. But, my confidence has taken a hit. If I can’t even drive correctly what makes me think I can direct a whole movie?

Today, was a bad day and I don’t know how long this slump of a mood will keep me down. Jesus, only one more chance to prove myself, it sucks. There’s also the pressure to provide for my family, my wife has been nothing but supportive but I also know that if i fail I’ve waisted about £2000 in lessons and tests.

I don’t even know how to end this post thanks to not being in the right frame of mind. I guess, wish me luck on the next and last attempt?